And then came the time when I gave up everything .
the girl I was fed up with playing the keyboard. And I quit. I danced. And after years of hard training, I skipped classes. At some point I didn’t want to go anymore and asked my dad to get me out and quit. I sang in the choir and quit. I played the drums and quickly gave it up again.
I always had big, great plans. I told everyone about them and was encouraged to go ahead with them. But they never became anything more than a pipe dream . I never put them into action. I just didn’t feel like it, I always said when people asked me why. Or I had other excuses ready. I always thought of something to give up.
I can’t do this – woman balancing
What I think today: I didn’t “not feel like it”. the girl It was fear. Simply fear. Before someone tells me that I can’t do it, I’d rather finish it myself. Not even start. That way, no one can harm me. And I stay unharmed. And I don’t look stupid. There it is again, that word…
change
And so this is a recurring theme in my life and I realise that I egypt mobile database have to change something . Because I am now a mother. Now I have a 2-year-old, who I am trying by all means to raise differently than I was used to.
Because what do I want to teach my son? How should he see the world? Men are the strong ones, women are the weak ones? Men are adventurous, skilled in crafts, women can clean and cook?
I want to show my son that he can do anything regardless of gender
I can’t do this – Woman plays ukulele, baby explores ukulele
But to show him that, I have to change. I have to become the person I making a mobile messaging app could have been if I had been allowed to. I have to develop further. Become a role model .
And it may sound the girl simple, but it isn’t. It’s not easy to change from agb directory one day to the next. To say to yourself: “